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This reminded me of a kitty I tried to save

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One time when I was in the country I found a little kitty which had fallen from the ceiling, well it wasn't so high so the little one was ok. The kitty was as big as my palm. It was desperately screaming for his mom but she wasn't interested at all. Even when I brought the little one to her she was just passing him by. The kitty was meowing sadly but there wasn't an answer.
I gave him milk by force for 4 days. I found a little cardboard box for him to sleep in. Every night I worried for him 'cause he was outside the house and sometimes there were foxes or wild dogs so I could barely sleep. I even started to look for someone to take him home.
On the 5th day I decided to try for last time to make his mother accept him. This time with success. But before leaving for my hometown I had to be sure that the kitty will survive.

After couple of weeks I visited my grand-parents again and the kitty. They had named it Tiger and he was growing fast. When I saw him I couldn't take my eyes off. I was so happy that I saved him. But I had to find him new parents 'cause my grand-parents were leaving the house and mouving to the city. So I started to search - without success. I spent my day with Tiger who wes fallowing me everywhere I went. And when I set on the bench he came to me and fell asleep in my lap.

After few weeks I ask my mom how was Tiger. She stared me in wonder with an uneasy grimace and told me that Tiger died. My grandma accidently mauld him with the door. I couldn't react. The only thing I could say was "Oh...". I didn't cried, nor screamed. I was just silent.
From that day it's been 4 months. I didn't cried once. But now I can't stop crying. If only I tooked him home I could have saved him. But my cat would have probably torned him apart.
This little creature died because it was always after someone searching for his atention. I should have took him no matter what. That's the only thing I regret the most. And now when I read this I just couldn't held myself. I'm so sorry.I'm sorry that I couldn't save Tiger.


Rest in peace, my little sweet Tiger